Online right now, in a crappy mood. Darren got married today. I shouldn't feel as bad about that as I do, and I don't think its the affection that I once had for him. I think it was more that he was one of the last few single people I knew here, and he did all the same crap I did. He dated and lived with people he met online. He made mistakes. I guess he was able to fix all that. I haven't been.
Sometimes I think I am just destined to be alone. And I still hate what I see when I look in the mirror.
