Saturday, April 22, 2006

Another one off the list

Online right now, in a crappy mood.  Darren got married today.  I shouldn't feel as bad about that as I do, and I don't think its the affection that I once had for him.  I think it was more that he was one of the last few single people I knew here, and he did all the same crap I did.  He dated and lived with people he met online.  He made mistakes.  I guess he was able to fix all that.  I haven't been.

Sometimes I think I am just destined to be alone.  And I still hate what I see when I look in the mirror.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I way behind in my alerts, but I finally read them all-I think! LOL Anywho-I too
feel I'm destined to be alone! I've been widowed for some time now, since 88',
and I still have'nt found 'the one', and I know he's out there, somewhere! Hope
you write more often, so people like me can 'reach out' to you. If I'm ever online,
and you want to chat, fine! ~Diane~http://journals.aol.com/dizarra/StorysFromtheCityTalesFromtheSea