Saturday, April 30, 2005

Amazed

Holy perspective realignment!  A month ago, a week ago... when did I start this thing?  I wouldn't have thought that this would happen to me.   That I would feel this way, and I know that despite the beautiful words that come with it that it won't be this way forever... situations are what they are, reality has a way of being a cruel mistress, but... ::stopping, thinking, making a face at my choice of words, and moving on::  But I won't give this up, I can't.  When I have no words he's known them... He's read me, my words and my heart in ways no one has.  For this I will be grateful.  For every moment that he calls me his...

And I am scared to death... of how fast, and how strong this all is... Of what reality might bring... Of what it means that I am deep inside.

There will be more...

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